This is an amazing feeling.

So up until yesterday I have been freaking out and feeling so unprepared and frantic and anxious and nervous about this pageant. But the weirdest thing happened yesterday. I woke up and felt completely at peace. All day long I don't think I worried over it once. I have no idea why the sudden change. Even if I tried thinking about it the anxious feeling would not come back. That in and of itself makes me nervous. Even today, I feel completely comfortable and not worried. Maybe I crave the adrenaline and I'm not getting it. I suppose it could mean I finally reached what I've been working for. I'm totally comfortable with me and I just feel inner peace and confidence with who I am. I'm looking forward to this weekend and can't wait to get glammed up. Today I've waxed my eyebrows and am off to get spray tanned...hooray!